Saturday, July 29, 2006

The End of a Beginning

It is now 1.00p.m on a bright Friday afternoon. I am at my work station putting the finnishing touches to my newest and last article entitled "Procrastination- Where's the Good in That?!" I chose that partly because I was all too familiar to that concept and partly because I wanted to be known for more than just writing movie reviews. I mean, this job was supposed to nurture my writing skills and to do that I had to write more than just reviews. Anyway, when I walk out of the office today, I am never going to be able to come back (partly because my pass will expire as of Monday). This will be my last day working as an intern for the Xfresh content development division as a web journalist (I've been here for about five months now).

So, I figured since I didn't really get to say a proper goodbye to a few people I wanted to, I figured now would be a good time. Plus, it's my way of giving myself a proper closure to it. I've had so much fun working here and I can only hope my first real job (the kind gives me a proper paycheck) will be as fun as this. I never thought of myself as much of a writer, and honestly, I still don't. But at least I now know that I've much room for improvement and that if I'm gonna be a journalist, then I'm just gonna have to start writing more. I believe it can be done...I just need time. And this job has given me a glimpse of what working in the media is like. Truthfully, I like what I've seen...I'm a little more convinced that I'm not in the wrong major.

On that note, I shall begin my thanks you's...
Shaz, thanks for giving me the opportunity to work here. I had nothing short of a blast getting to know how the media works and its people. You have helped me overcome my fear of networking.

Will, thanks for helping me all the way and getting my back when I needed you to. Thanks for all the emergency uploading you did when I was in a rush to get things up but couldn't. Like I've said before, I'm glad to have found a friend in you.

Muiz, it was a pleasure getting to know you. You have shown me what a typical guy is like (that's not a bad thing). I've love how you're always keepin' it real- Kampung Bharu style, man!

Ryan, though I didn't really see much of you, I enjoyed our little group chats and especially that time when the server was down and you were telling us stories about 9/11. Thanks for that letter, boss/sir!

Albert, thanks for all those wonderful selection of songs you had going all day long to keep us company. I'm glad for those songs- I can't always work in silence and you helped break that silence with your music.

My fellow interns- you know who you are- I had fun working with you guys. On the bright side, I will no longer be able to sweep press screenings so ya'll be able to watch more of those without having to worry about competition =)

And the rest of the crew, streetsurfers, web people, thanks for making my five months at Xfresh a memorable one. Through you, I've seen a peak of the real world.

I shall blog about camp another day

Friday, July 21, 2006

It's Here! It's Here!

COLLEGE CAMP IS FINALLY HERE!!!

Believe it or not, I'm actually looking forward to going away this weekend. I've been curiously waiting for this though I don't expect anyone to understand my excitement. I just am! I am in desperate need of some alone time, what with all the non-stop packing (gosh, you won't know how much jusnk you have stored in your house until you have to pack up and move!) and countless lunch dates (but I'm not complaining about that...hehe) and everything else that's been going on with me.

And so this weekend I'm going to spend some much needed quality time with my Creator...and what better place to do it with all the other wonders He's created!

On a side note, when I get home, I just might be greeted into a half empty house and perhaps an even more empty room! It's hard to detatch-

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Three Weeks and Counting (and scared as hell)

I know, I know...it's been more than a week since my last entry. rest assured, this blog is NOT dead/left in abandonment (hope I spelt that right). I am truly sorry but the only excuse I can offer is that I've been busy packing and that's the whole truth. Okay, so maybe not th WHOLE truth but partly the truth- the truth nonetheless!

Man, this whole packing thing is really getting the better of me; I just can't seem to 'get my head in the game'. I mean, on the one hand packing up confirms the fact that I'm finally going to that blessed city where its livestock outnumber the people (though I STILL haven't wrapped my head around that fact completely- the leaving I mean), all the more with every one of those white with red stripped boxes I pack away. On the other hand, as I've said before, packing is like putting away a number of years and closing those chapters of one's life and admiting that it's time to move on and accept change...which sometimes is a lot more easier said than done.

Change is more often a choice rather than a must- in my situation anyway. Packing up and leaving to settle down in a nother country all together is a choice that should be yours. In my case, it isn't all together mine. I'm not saying that I'd rather not make this move- believe me, no one in my family is as thrilled as I am about this big move. Yes, I've always imagined myself packing up and moving to another land (in this figment, I also imagine myself moving because I have a job that demands that of me ;p)...I guess I just didn't think that day would come this soon. I understand and am fully aware of why this has to happen but I don't feel ready to make the jump just yet. Maybe I'm getting cold feet; Perhaps it's just pre-relocating jitters (if there's such a thing).

Oh, I don't know...I have so many uncertainties and insecurities. I didn't think it'd be THIS hard. I feel so unsure and on some level am afraid of the not so distant future- so near that it's only three weeks away! I'm the kind of person that always know what to expect and I always anticipate what's gonna happen but this time, I've no control. None. Zilch. NOTHING! And I hate not being able to anticipate the possibilities of (my) life.

But I do know one thing: My Jesus is gonna help me get through this because He's always jumped through my hurdles and what-nots with me and I know He's gonna get me through this one. He HAS to! :)

So Lord, I am fully relying on You...and this time I mean it!

Friday, July 07, 2006

This Summer's Must Watch-es

You know, I never did belive my reporter friends when they said "only the best movies come out in the summer"...probably because up untill this summer, I was never much of a movie go-er. Now that the opportunity has come I've been ceasing it as best as I can, watching so many movies, I've lost count which ones. I should keep a tab...

Anyway, here are three movies I think everyone should try and catch this Summer:

1.Superman Returns- I'm not usually the kind who follows up on comic adapted superhero movies. Truth be told I only saw Spiderman2 last week when they aired it on HBO because there wasn't anything better to watch and I've yet to watch Batman (the newest one starring Christian Bael and Katie Holmes). And as for X Men III well, I waited till all the hype died down before I watched it (yeah, it wasn't half bad). But I gotta say Superman Returns is THE superhero movie to beat! This is what I have to say about it.

2. Take The Lead- It's Antonio Banderas. Nuf sed! But seriously, it's waaay better than 'Shall We Dance'...a fresher appeal.

3. Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest- If you think you won't be able to watch the other two, MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THIS ONE! You would not want to miss it...a real cliffhanger which can only mean one thing- the third installment will be coming out next year. Will post up the review as soon as my colleague writes it =) By the way, it opens in (Malaysian) cinemas July 13, 2006.